On the night the storm broke, the young seeker Sudhanva could not sleep.
He had come to the seashore ashram of the old teacher Varuni to learn the
final secret — how the one Self could possibly be all these many, many
things. The world was so full of separate creatures: fishermen and herons
and crabs, kings and beggars, his stern teacher and his own restless heart.
How could all of that be one?
Unable to rest, Sudhanva walked down to the shore. The sea was wild that
night, heaving under a sky scrubbed of clouds, every star burning. Wave
after wave rose up, curled, and crashed white upon the sand.
Old Varuni was already there, a still shape against the stars.
"Count the waves for me," the teacher said without turning.
Sudhanva tried. "One — there. Two. Three —" but already the first had sunk
back and a fourth had risen, and a fifth, and twenty more, faster than he
could name them. "I cannot, master. There are too many. They keep coming
and going."
"How many oceans are there?"
Sudhanva looked out at the heaving dark water, stretching to the edge of
the world. "One," he said. "Just one sea."
"And the waves?"
"Countless."
"Where do the countless waves come from?"
"From the one sea."
"And where do they go when they fall?"
Sudhanva watched a great wave climb, hang shining for a heartbeat, and pour
itself back into the dark. "Back into the one sea," he whispered.
Varuni turned to him at last, his eyes catching the starlight. "Each wave
rises up separate. Each has its own shape, its own crest, its own moment.
Each could say, 'I am I, and that other wave is not me.' And yet — there
was never anything there but the one sea, lifting itself for a little while
into many shapes."
Sudhanva felt something open in his chest, wide as the water.
"Every being you have ever met," said the teacher, "every fisherman, every
heron, every king and beggar — every separate one of them rises from a
single Self and sinks back into it. See the many resting in the One, see
them all spreading out from That alone, and in that very seeing you become
Brahman, boundless as this sea."
They stood together until dawn, watching the one ocean make its countless
waves, and Sudhanva never again felt quite so alone.