The tide had gone out, leaving the Puri beach wide and shining. Aarav and
Dadu walked along the wet sand, their footprints filling slowly with water
behind them.
Aarav had a question he'd been turning over all morning. "Dadu, yesterday
you said the Self is far away and near at the same time. That can't both be
true."
Dadu crouched and scooped a single drop of seawater onto his fingertip. He
held it up so it caught the light. "Tell me, Aarav. Where does the wetness
of the sea live? Is it out there—" he pointed to the great green water
rolling far on the horizon "—or in this one drop?"
Aarav looked at the drop, then at the distant sea. "Both, I suppose. The
wetness is in the whole ocean. But it's also right here in this drop."
"And can you pull the wetness out and show it to me by itself?" Dadu asked.
"Hand me just the wet, without the water?"
Aarav laughed. "No. You can't hold wetness on its own. It's too — too thin.
Too everywhere."
Dadu let the drop slide off his finger. "That is your answer. The wetness
is in the farthest wave and in the nearest drop at the same time. It is too
fine to pinch between your fingers, yet nothing in the sea escapes it. The
Self is like that. People think it is somewhere far off, high up, hard to
reach. But it is also inside you, behind your eyes, nearer than your own
breath."
They walked on. A crab scuttled sideways into a hole. A gull stood
perfectly still on one leg, then suddenly burst into flight.
"Look," Dadu said, nodding at the gull. "It was still, then it moved. The
same Self is the stillness in the standing bird and the movement in the
flying one. It does not run about, yet it is what runs in everything that
runs."
Aarav watched the gull disappear into the bright sky. He thought about the
drop, the wave, the wetness you cannot hold. Far and near. Still and moving.
The words no longer felt like a riddle that broke. They felt like a riddle
that was simply true — too big and too close to argue with.
"I think I almost understand," he said.
"Almost is a good place to begin," said Dadu, and they turned for home.